Bio

[link="http://www.myspace.com"] exister [/link] my mother finished psychologic study and were sure that simple patterns are enough to understand everyone and that under pression children grow up to angels and are rich. whatever it was in the times of comunism, and people believed that there is no need to b rich cause they've seen only poor and couldn't imagine what will be the size of their impression, when system change to capitalism and money blinded the society completly when i went to primary school, when i was 7,5. so polish nation saw money, and lost every values because money can replace every value, giving all a human could dream about, when previous system gave only misery flat in block and a job where the pay even if could b enough to survive, in empty shop ment very little. so this way coruption became the best solution 4 people catching money, no matter how, no matter where, but as they only could and destroyed in that way foundaments of nation they just sold it 4 shiny stuff from the west and stopped thinking about enything but material dead value so i were learning life witch made me seek, and only way to express my ununderstanded by no one feelings became art in every form. this could b my protest witch dont made knocking in heads and calling me som idealist living in world of fantasy, but independent artist, some child with a hobby witch no one cares, but it's better than became some criminal, cause it is hard to survive in this group, only the smartest can do this, and in opinion of a Psychologican i werent as smart, just difficult. so my creation wich is threwed in parts to internet is very difficoult, and complicated as the situation that shaped my mind some absurd i just been born to and i can't believe it's true total madness, when i have to pretend to not be just put to freakhouse cause i must be crazy if i don't believe that school really learns any important thought, exept that people can't stand u if your thinking is different, and they can't find argument to prove that isn't true and absolutelly real and they will destroy u if u proove that they are wrong. so i'm not destroyed, i think that i am wrong, but what can i do about it if my brain shaped in some unusual way...[/code]